Wildest Thoughts of an Amazing Mind

Why would I bother applying for jobs that don`t serve any sense of fulfillment towards the advancement and development of my skill set which I’ve acquired from studying a career pathway in university?

I found out after a painful 11 years of being thrown constantly in a loop of what my closest people want from me rather than risk going against them and their needs in order to fulfill my own advancement. And what is the result now? Is it just a weak status of not being able to move forward or even try to move forward because of no resources at all or even because of being forced to stay in an environment that doesn`t appreciate quality at all, ONLY concentrates on the materialistic nature of things and false efforts and false people`s feelings. An environment that constantly degrades, underrates, misinterprets and, disapproves all what is related to quality and appreciates only quantity and money more than the value that quality brings on the table which surpasses and exceeds the value of money in all ways.

Why is it that every time a great mind starts to realize and clearly sees these contrasts in these types of societies, whether it be formally or informally, and tries to overlook the efforts working against this beautiful mind`s advancement and development and nourishment; constantly being classified as redundant, inexperienced, irrelevant and plain non-sense to the already diminished sense of a society that only concentrates on the cores of materialism as a focal point towards advancement and forgets constantly and DELIBERATELY the qualitative part of things and then throw the blame around constantly or not seeing the bigger picture or thinking outside the box and only focusing on egocentric and negatively definitive ideologies?

What is wrong with the people that were once creators, researchers, innovators and wisdom seekers? Who once upon a time created all the foundations for the advancement of mankind in ways that could never have been forecasted in a time where resources weren`t available as they are during our modern time.

How is it that all that effort that those few Real minds has all led to the chaos of our current age of technology that never serves any purpose other than quantity and only quantity and continuously and painfully neglect the quality of things and the real value that matters more than living.

What has the world come to?

Is this any good for us at all?

Do you want this to continue?

Do you approve of this non-sense?

Do you want to do something about it or just follow the sheep and be a sheep like the rest of them?

I know I`m not just standing here and watching anymore. I know I`m not following these sheep. I know I`m not accepting this and refuse to get along with this.